I have just realised something.
I have been trying to find a photo to use on my blogs, as I think it is nice when visiting a blog to see a photo of who is talking, it helps you to connect to them. (Do you share that feeling?)
Well, I sorted out half a dozen photos of me taken recently, some snapped of myself in the mirror (or taken at arms length for just this purpose) and a couple my partner took on a day out.
Then my dilemma began! which one looked most like me!
"Who you are moment to moment is just a story." - Chuck Palahniuk
I could see by comparing a few of them, that if you didn't already know me you wouldn't recognise that they were photos of the same person! I called my patient man in to help - "which looks MOST like me" I wailed! - "They all do" he replied.
Aaagh, back to square one!
Then I started to puzzle, why is this? Is it my Gemini Ascendant at work? Is it the Sun sitting on my Pisces south node today triggering my Neptuneness! (very easy to do!) lol
So my dilemma continued!
When all the photos were on the screen together, I felt a sense of calm but as soon as I isolated one photo and put it on to one of my blogs, I really felt that if that was the only way people saw me, it would be giving a false impression! It is a really strange feeling!
I have been having real trouble with this today! Maybe I will try again another day!
"We are happy when for everything inside us there is a corresponding something outside us." - W.B. Yeats
Have you got a Gemini Ascendant or a strong Neptune, can you identify with these feelings?
Image - Neptune (For absolute certainty doubts me - my reality is subject to change.)